Maybe some of you thinking about,"How's this author doin'? Did he has a friend or (maybe) girlfriend? Did he go socializing or such?". Well, I do have "friends", but not girlfriend (considering my condition that will be forever single), AND I'm not really into socializing. To put it simple, I'm hikikomori. I'm the type that prefer to lock myself in my own room with my own world than to go and talk to people about some useless stuff. Since nobody can really accept my seriousness way of behaving (no joking, seriously), I don't really have any problem to get through it. I have my own way of thinking that quite different with other people, and almost all of them, or should I say ALL OF THEM is not acceptable in regular social community. So, I don't really like to share something or anything to other people. I don't really think that they should know about me so deep that they can actually make fun of me, mocking me around, and then left me stranded like a beggar that not eating for a few months. I can't joke, and since I can't joke, I can't really give some good impression to the other. They always stay out of me. Hah. I don't really care, though. I'll close my heart real bad that even I can't feel anything anymore. No joking. Seriously, and I mean it.
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